어느새 우린! ☻

I love to see you in sunset. I love to see you when sun shining on your milky skin. I love your smile.. Your eyes. I love to hear you singing. Your warmth voice. You're like ace to me. But, you're too far... :(

I used to be not chasing man. I used to be not to care any of them. Even I detest them. I reject in every single confession. I just happy in my own world without involving man in my life. Because I know.. there's always hurt when we try to take heart. And here I am. In situation that I've never been before. Loving someone who even doesn't love back. Know all about someone who even doesn't know my existence. Chasing someone who always run away. That feel is strange. And personally, I don't like my own self. *please ignore this.* *In the mode "susah move on after SS6INA* wkwkwk

Annyeong~ Langsung aja deh yaa. Gw baru sempet ngeluangin waktu buat nulis pengalaman pertama gw ngelive sushow. Rasanya daebak banget. Ngga bakal dilupain. Yahh meski ngga ada satupun moment gw bisa berinteraksi sama oppadeul. Yang penting gw seneng liat mereka close up. Section Blue gituu, ehemm.. uhukk ^_^ Pertama masuk venue langsung kaget. Tempatnya kecil banget, ada kali seluas gedung JCC (baca : Jababeka convention center, bukan Jakarta convention center). Langsung bilang..Ya Allah, ini sih deket banget. Alhamdulillah terima kasih ya Allah, ini bakal kelihatan jelas. ^^ *seneng seneng

I'm home after saw concert at 10 p.m. I feel different situation. Four hours ago I felt excited, noisy, uproar, dance unstoppable, emotional, screaming everywhere. When I get home, I find mom, dad, two little sister watching TV warmly. They smile simply happiness because of comedy in TV. My mom realized I came, then welcomed me with her beautiful smile. She asked me how I feel after watching concert that I want since in high school. I just say "I'm happy" But in other side. I feel so sad. I don't know. I feel like I did wrong. I want to blame myself for leaving them, my family. How heartless am I.